[Anything could happen...]
[2010-11-04] @ [12:06 a.m.]
I'm about to explode right now. My life is to the point of no return. Anything could happen now. My brother could be deported to Chile. Could be a great thing for him because he can start a new life. He could also prepare things for my parent's retirement. A few years ago they started talking about moving back to Chile and living off their retirement. I don't know what my sister would do. Maybe go to college here or there. Right now she is still in under my parent's rule.I don't know if I'm being selfish. But WHAT ABOUT ME??! What will I do? I could go ANYWHERE and do ANYTHING. Sure, I can move back to Chile. I can get an amazing job with my degree and my English dialect. But I could also stay in America. I could live anywhere I wanted to. I could get my citizenship. I could move to another country. I could get married (No clue to whom, but it's still possible. There's no one in my life in that way at this point.) I could get my Masters. I could take a road trip all over America. I could do the touring worship thing. THERE ARE SO MANY POSSIBILITIES.
So many choices that I am panicking right now. The point in my life that I wanted to be at is finally here. What am I going to do, GOD?
~ silverluna