[In the now]

[2013-10-08] @ [5:16 p.m.]

I don't want to wallow in these feelings
The thoughts of what could have been
As I wonder where my life is going

I feel like I am blinded
taking one step at a time
It's all I can do to keep moving

I don't want this monotony
But it's what I have been given
Or am I just missing out on the best?

Living life to the fullest gives me joy
But I can feel it become a cycle
Of misguided truths and numbness

I want to have real feelings again.

~ silverluna