[A beautiful distraction]

[2010-11-19] @ [12:35 a.m.]

This is why I told myself I would focus on my studies. Why do I keep falling back to the same actions? I'll do anything for someone that will love me give me a little attention. I'll do whatever it takes to make someone happy. I'll forget about classes and my family and music. It's sad, really. I can't do this to myself again. I'm almost done with school. Might need a couple more semesters now to get it all finished. I hate that I fall for anyone. I don't trust anyone nowadays. He doesn't even like me. But still I wear my heart on my sleeve. I'm stupid.

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~ silverluna